One Week Later

One Week Later

A week ago yesterday I went to the doctor. In the last week, things have changed. Incidences of fighting tears at work have dropped to pretty much nil. Panicked scurrying has decreased as well, along with the inevitable mistakes made while scurrying, which resulted in more panic and more scurrying. Feelings of impending doom have […]

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Not a Hypocrite

Not a Hypocrite

Sometime around 25 years ago, I was visiting a friend. It was late autumn, and I’d gone to hang out in her hot tub. We were coming back to her apartment, dripping wet but still defended from the cold by our jacuzzi-heated bodies. I suddenly had the feeling someone–something–very dangerous was following us. I didn’t

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Good Intentions

Good Intentions

You know what they say about good intentions… I’ve been having a helluva time getting any writing work done lately. I’ve tried anything and everything to do better–work at McDonald’s, go to Panera, favorite hangout of the NaNo crowd, word wars, shutting off the internet, lock myself in my room and snarl viciously at anyone

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Insert Clever Title Here

Is it perfectionism paralyzing me?ย I don’t usually think of myself as a perfectionist, but maybe that’s the problem I’m having. Maybe I’m fighting a (mild, but serious for me) bout of depression. Maybe procrastination is actually a disease, and I’ve got it. Whatever, but I’ve been meaning to write a blog post for a while.

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Fate

Fate

So back in the spring semester,ย remember me talking about my yoga class? Looking back I see I didn’t say much about it here, but trust me. There was a yoga class. I loved it. My teacher was awesome, and in something like twenty sessionsย got me doing stuff I wouldn’t have believed I could do in

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Bea’s Got a Fish!

Bea's Got a Fish!

I’m writing, I’m writing! And dealing with car issues, and it’s way too bloody hot, and did I mention the car issues involve the AC? But anyway. I’m writing, don’t hit me! Last week in desperation I bought a new writing book. I have a lot of writing books, and I value all of them

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What’s Not Nice?

My grocery store has strawberries on sale. 97 cents for a pint container! I pick one or two up every time I go in there. Today on my way between friend’s house where I was killing some malware and the grocery store, I was listening to You Are a Badass by Jen Sincero. Jen (I

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