Rough Day

It’s another of the ways that I am very weird. I have days where I am completely oblivious to those around me, then I have days when–well, when I could almost be a sci fi empath with no shields. Today I felt raw. The way I felt a week after Chris died. Like someone had […]

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Blundering Onward

Progress is what matters, right? Doesn’t matter if it took all day to achieve just a little bit, doesn’t matter I didn’t get everything done I knew very well I could have. What I did today was what I could do today. I need to be satisfied. And really–my office looks great. I got Hope’s

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When It's Hard to Write

Want to know the really annoying thing about when it’s hard to write? No, it’s not the difficulty. It’s that there are two main reasons something is hard to write. (beyond the obvious ones–computer being obnoxious, no time, kid playing Ricochet, headache, etc.) One reason something might be really hard to write–it sucks. Bigtime. And

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Half-Assed Surrender

Today I reached a point I haven’t seen in a long time. At least, not this far into the school year. Today at about 11 a.m., I just–gave up. When it hit me that I had been at work for three hours and I had not managed to complete one task, I just–gave up. Fluck

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So Much For That Idea

I set a timer, to remind me to get off the computer and go the heck to bed. As you can see by the time I’m posting, it didn’t work. Ah well. What a blast. I need to write more insane characters, it is so fun! For the record, I have not only been writing

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Blog? What Blog?

I’m not blogging. I don’t have anything to say. It’s just been too long and too rough a day. But. FYI, it’s indecent how easy it is for kids to learn the “forward roll bounce up with a blow” move on the purple belt test. Hope tried and tried to show me how today, and

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