That’s his title, not mine. It’s appropriate.
To my family
I can not stop screwing up. I do not know what’s wrong with me. I know that this is the best way. I have tried and can’t stop. My meds do not work and life is not worth living if I can not be with my family. I’m sorry.
Hope the love of my life and to my dear wife, I love you two. It’s time for the big sleep. This is the way out for me. I’m sorry for all the lies and drug use. Let’s see if there is an afterlife. All the dreams and hopes I have ever had I will never be able to complete. There’s something wrong with me and I can not find it out. I hope you live a happy life and it will be better without me. Live a good life, Hope, and try not to screw up like I did. Do not do drugs and go for your dreams.
Love, your father and husband,
Chris