Mostly I’m still managing numb. Numb is good. But every once in a while…
Today there was a commercial for some stuff that claims to make your rough, callused feet soft and beautiful. And the actors were a man and a woman, sitting on a couch while he rubbed her feet.
Chris used to rub my feet. He wasn’t all that great at it, but I loved having his hands on me, and I loved the willingness to touch those rough, sometimes smelly things, to make me feel better.
So I cried. Again. So what else is new?